new blog~~

hye kengkwn......

da lme x update blog ni kan..

sbb wat blog bru.. nkwat cmne..blog ni pn da benggong..

terpkse wat blog bru..leh la follow ea..meh rmi2 follow meh..

http://diehardfanyeah.blogspot.com/

thnk you.. hehe.. :)

huuurmmm~~

a lot of things to do... pack of everything... huurrmmm~~ xde mase..nk wat tu nk wat ni... rndu nyer diri ini~~ rndu sgt kt dye... even dekat pn... emmmm... sedey la pulak.. cmne ni...kn da sedey~~ cpt la abis blaja... cpt la... ;((

emmm....

bosan seyh... cm harun..x tau nk wat pe.. asal hujung bulan or awl bulan..moody je.. pmpuan..biasa lah.. haih.. bosan sgt ni.. bila aku bosan strt la aku nk dgr cte sedeh2... lgu jiwang2.. smpi2 tba2 je aku nngis..emo betol... hai la air mata... npe ko ni sng je kuar.. emmm... cuba mahal ckit... emm?? leh x??

diary and blog

klau aku tulis blog ni msti time aku perlu kan seseorg tok ckp tpi xde.. sbb tu aku nk blog n diaary sbgi teman yg selalu dgr isi hati aku yg aku x dpt ckp.. gembira yg x terucap..sedeh yg x tergmbr.. kecwa yg x sudah ke kn..emm.. kita x mmpu nk buat org phm apa yg kita cuba smpi kan.. misunderstanding.. n mcm2 lgi.. kdg2 xde niat kita nk ckp or kecil kn hati spe.. bkn niat kita.. tpi slh anggap..tension sgt!!! sbb tu aku x ske berckp pki chat org anything yg bleh slh anggap.. ya Allah sabar.. its hurt me a lot.. xsuka slh fhm..x suka... berdiam lbih baik..

ada satu mse tu..kte akan rse down sgt..betol x?? kdg2 kte perlukan org nk support kte..bg kte semangat.. bila kite cari org tu xde..kite kne kuat..kuat kan diri kita... dari situ kte blaja cmne nk hadapi cabaran hidup yg mcm2 lgi... tpi klau kita menangis bkn mksud kita lemah.. nngs tu leh wat kte lega dan kdg2 bg kita satu kekuatan yg org lain pn x leh bg.. tp klau xde org fhm?? sedey kn?? kdg2 time kita perlu kn org.. kita perlu kn org.. ada org2 lain yg gelakkan kita atas pe yg kita rse.. sabar.. kne byk sbr.. wlaupn kdg2 dri org yg kita harap bg kite support.. xpe.. sbar.. dugaan cabaran..itu gunanya family.. family kita x kn tngglkan kita dlm susah kn..pe2 family kita yg aku jge kita.. wlaupn kdg2 x sume ada time kita memerlukan dyeorg.. sabar fad.. sabar2.. dugaan hidup.. xpe.. boleh.. x suma org ada utk kita dan fhm kita.. but i need a shoulder to cry it out.. tpi xde.. ya Allah.. dugaan.. 

i feel soo

ya Allah... aku x tau nk ckp.. sedey sgt... kwn.. aku syg kwn aku..syg sgt... syg kwn2 aku...

haiyak!!

huhuhu...mcm2 jdi setelah lme x mencarut dan mencarit2 kenangan2 yg tidak dpt dilupakann.. diary gak mnjadi bhn coretan dikala hati ini kesunyian dek gangguan...ceh.. poyo..cm nk bersajak... hahaha... mcm2 aku nk tulis b4 ni tpi time nk tulis je lupe.. tah le..semut kot..huhuhu.. TNC cup..ha.. bru ingt.. ye2.. mngu yg penuh emosi meruntun jiwa..hahahaha.. seyes... emosi tgk bola.. 26!! captain.. oh my hero!! (tiba2 jiwang) ur the best.. da wat yg terbaik..xpe2.. t lwn lgi.. no hal... :) i be there 4 u mr. captain..lalalaa... ok2..da2,,,xde idea nk ckp.. nnti ckp lgi...eh bkn ckp.taip.. k tje cre guys!!

aarrggghhh!!

hari2 memenatkan...hari2 yg membosankan...byk kje...bz..penat...haih,,,, :( da la penat, tension, pale ari2 dok pusing... hati? bg di parut..tersagat...perit pedih...huuuu~~~ mslh2.. mslh mematangkan kita... ye ke? xpe2 sabar... tpi... tpi...emm tah la...mkn jenuh pale nk pk... di telan mati mak..di luah mati bapak..so simpan je dlm perut snyap2.. lme2 ilng la tu kn..huhu... aarrrgghhh.. bila sume ye nk berubah jdi keadaan asal... penat la cmni... rse mcm nk tdo n xnk bngun2 je...bkn mksud ye mati k..nk bngun2 tu sume mslh settle... jadi happy..tpi bila taun nksettle klau cmtu... hohoho..xpela.. accept it as a challenge kn.. be patient fadhlina.. 

i have you..

dye x romntik

dye x jiwang

dye ganas kdg2

dye kasar

dye giler

dye suke buli

dye suka menyakat

dye suke wat sy jeles

dye suke wat sy geram

dye suke wat sy marah

tpi sy tau dye baik

sy tau dye setia

sy tau dye syg

sy tau dye care

sy tau dye sweet sgt

sy tau dye jge sy dgn baik

sy tau hati dye

sbb tu syg sgt2 kt dye....wee~~

sorry~

again and again..

my fault..emm...

sory coz not understand you..

being so childish, unmatured person n so jealousy...

coz i'm afraid if i'm losing you..

sorry dear...sorry

‎"Patience with others is Love, Patience with self is Hope, Patience with God is Faith."

PERFECT

x susah nk jdi kan satu bnde tu perfect.. juz diri kita je..kne fhm keadaan situasi..korg x phm npe aku tulis mcm ni?? x phm sudah...hahaha...kdg2 tu kita perlu lakukan something yg kita sndiri x nk wat tpi kte kne blaja wat kn.. wlaupun kdg2 rse x mmpu nk wat... xpe..wat gak..try kn.. bkn nk cte pe yg jdi dlm idup aku or sape2..kdg2 bila kite tulis2 mcm ni..dlm mse yg sme kte nasihat kn diri kita sndiri..idup ni pn jap je kn..so wat la dgn perkara2 yg boleh membahagiakn kita..jgn sbb kn satu mlsh dtg...kte jdi down..tpi kdg2 tu klh gak ngn dugaan...thats why kita x leh idup seorg je.. spe yg ckp "aku sorg2 pn leh idup" tu mmg tipu n riak giler la... klau idup sorg2 pn leh..mati t g tanam diri sndiri..huhu.agk gnas ayt di situ...hahaha...tpi mmg betul pn kn... hidup kita ni klau xde org2 kt sekeliling kita mmg x lengkap... sbb tu org leh mati sbb tekanan jiwa yg teramat..cian kn.. kecewa sbb sesuatu..tpi klau bunuh diri tu giler nme ye.. msti ada org yg syg kita..cume mybe blom jumpa.. kn3..  pmpuan...emmm...pmpuan.. pmpuan di lahirkan utk dilindungi..kn3.. yup..dan laki pula utk melindungi..tpi klau lelaki yg di harap melindungi tpi x melindungi or pmpuan yg mahu dilindungi xnk di lindungi...pyah la..haha..phm x?? xphm xpe la..lmbat la korg ni..hehehe..xpe2.. slow2 phm..so,,,see u later k.. daaa...

KRU - APA SAJA UNTUK MU

isu:emosi..sensitip..

mkin lame mkin emosi..tau la npe...

sng sgt nk terasa..sng sgt jdi snsitip..

aku sensitip sgt ke??huhuhu...tah la...

or aku ni.....

ish..tah la... sensitip kot..

smpi sume bnde nk emosi...

haish..npe ni...npe ni...

tolong2..sabar fadh..ada hikmah kot emosi..insyallh..

doa2..amin..

huhuhu..ujian.mental ni...strong2.. smile!!

holiday ohh holiday

emmm...bila la dpt rse jln2 kn...holiday..

da lme x g holiday...balik2 g mall... shopping..bila la dpt tenang kn otak..

g pntai je..air trjun ke..bila??? bila??

ikut kn hati nk je skrng ni g trus..holiday sorg pn jdi la..

jnji lepas tension...nk jln2...tlg la bwk.. isk3... tpi klau da naik sem ni...ada mse ke...

cm xde je.. :( xpela.. tgk je gmbr org2..

cuti sem yg membosankan

emmm...

dok umh ptut ye happy..

ni sgt2 bosan...

dok terperuk..

mcm jeruk...

mcm2 jdi kt umh n keadaan sekeliling...

tension...bosan...lemau...pening..

hah!!!

xtau nk wat pe...

blik muadzam lgi bagus...

x tension psl bnde yg xde kaitan ngn aku...

damn!! arrrggghhhh...nak balikkkkk!!!!!

last.day.in.KL.b4.go.back.to.hometown.... :(

ari ni ari last di cni

esk da nk blik Pontian,Johor.

g umh ayh..hhuuu~~

xnk g leh x??

xpe2..tdi smpt g jln2 dlu..

Juz the curve..xde kje so amek2 la gmbr..

~di tgh2 the curve~

~nie lah dua makhluk yg bwk aku..hehee..oppsss..2 org..my sis n her ehem2 cik mal kite ye..~

~nak mkn pn kne tngu lame2...padahal da lapar giler ni..mkn kt mne?? jap g bg tau k..~

chicken wings!!! pok2pekok!!! ayam2..terbang!!! hehehe

itu dye meatballs~ shedap2..yum2..

dessert~ sedap2... mkn tiap2 hari leh gemok cmni...hahaha

sbnr ye mkn kt ikea..bkn nk beli mkn je..juz nk mkn..huhu..dasyat kn2..btw sedap n harga pn standard..sesuai dgn kesedapan..hihhi..cik faiq? nk pegi x?? huhu..

b4 balik sje jln2 kt the walk tu..tgk bnde comel2..aku ske 1 beg ni...cntik sgt kt the curve tu..xpe2...t g beli k..skrng no money no talk..huhuu..

itulah sje utk mngu ni..pas ni life di rumah seperti biasa...thnks to my sis k..huhu..

tba2 rse nk blik muadzam lak..kopitiam!! rndu kamu la...yummy2

bila kebuhsanan melanda..huhu

cuti ni x tau nk wat pe..

so ari tu decide nk kuar g Wangsa Walk jln sorg2..

g jln sorg2 je tu

bosan giler kt umh..

so jln2..

n ni lah bnde2 yg di jumpai mse jln sorg2 tu..hehehe..

cj7 tu comel kn2..ada dua pasang n sgt2 la besar.. klau lah dpt beli tu... shedap pelok time tido..hehehe

huhu..kt fitting room.. b4 try bju try kmre dlu..pose2 jap..haha.. beli bju nyer 2 je tpi pilih smpi dekat 1 jam coz x tau nk amek yg mne...huhuhu..

mkn buah je..sedey..huhu...sbb mse tu da knyg..xtau mkn pe da..huhu..mse kt kdai ni pn tgk sorg2 je..huhuhu...

tba2 teringin nk naik ni tpi xleh...so jgk je..sbb naik nnti kang pelik pulak..hahaha

cantik kn bju ni...huhu..geram sgt tgk..tpi harga dye..wah2...giler...wat kawin je bleh la..huhu

Hijau~

tiba2 rse nk pegi tasik biru

sbb x pernah pegi..sedey kn...xtau la bila leh pegi..

laut?

da lme x g laut jln2..tgk matahari terbit..

matahari terbenam...

cantik nyer kn3..love that part..

suka sgt2..

rse tenang..rse fikiran ni lapang je..

hope one day dpt tgk.. 

mne tau ada org nk bwk..ehem2..

hehehe..

LAUT.TASIK.LAUT.TASIK.HOOOO~~

why?

did someone know how much i care about someone that i love n care most?like my family or someone know that i love them so much... i never tell anyone about that but know i want to everyone know.. why? becoz i can't show it how much it is.. but deep in my heart, i afraid to lose it.. really scared... thats enough what happen b4.. i dont want to feel it again.. even giving my soul n everything that i have in the world i can give it.. juz want to make them happy.. but i know, i'm not perfect to make everyone happy with what i done.. i'm sorry.. but i want them know that i really love them so much, than myself..i don't care if i can't do want they like but i'm trying to do.. i know if i'm trying n i can't...how they disappointed, but did they know how i feel..can't do a simple things 4 them..i'm so sorry.. i'm trying to be good.. i'm trying...my trying dear... trying to be the best 4 you...when you hurt that hurt me a lot......

to everyone that i love n care..