did someone know how much i care about someone that i love n care most?like my family or someone know that i love them so much... i never tell anyone about that but know i want to everyone know.. why? becoz i can't show it how much it is.. but deep in my heart, i afraid to lose it.. really scared... thats enough what happen b4.. i dont want to feel it again.. even giving my soul n everything that i have in the world i can give it.. juz want to make them happy.. but i know, i'm not perfect to make everyone happy with what i done.. i'm sorry.. but i want them know that i really love them so much, than myself..i don't care if i can't do want they like but i'm trying to do.. i know if i'm trying n i can't...how they disappointed, but did they know how i feel..can't do a simple things 4 them..i'm so sorry.. i'm trying to be good.. i'm trying...my trying dear... trying to be the best 4 you...when you hurt that hurt me a lot......
to everyone that i love n care..