bulan puasa

tiap2 kali pose di muadzam...msti mcm2 mknan yg aku beli...x kira la muadzam ke mne2 ke...msti ada...pling ckit pn msti beli 3 bnde... nasi,kuih n air...huk2..aku x tau la npe pose kli ni mcm bg aku satu kesabaran n cm aku jdi tenang je..mcm klau aku x dpt something yg aku nk...aku xde la rse frust sgt...emmm..pelik2...mcm ada 1 bnde yg wat aku jdi redha cmtu..alhmdllh... tpi raya tahun ni x semeriah tahun2 lpas...sbb tnpa ibu tersyg mse 1st raye...sebak dada gitu.ceh..raya pn blum...sbb ibu rye tmpt lain..aku rye tmpt lain..sedey..huk3...but...i will u mum in 3rd hari raya..huuhu...okeh..tu je...but pose tahun ni aku happy...:)

lalalala~~

minggu ni mngu penat..mngu letih tpi happy..aku x tau npe..hihihihi..aku je tau npe..hik3...diam2..rhsia aku..lalalalla... :) :)

suka..syg..lain

suke syg...ha..jiwang lgi...emm...nk ckp psl hati n perasaan...sedey bila pk bnde ni...aku sekse diri sndiri...sakit sgt rse nye ooo...aku ignore diri sndiri dri ske org...sbb aku tkt...tkt nk ske org lgi...bak kate wani..ske tu bleh tpi hati..btol2...hati2...aku elak kn diri dri bnde ni...tpi aku tkt hti aku ni..bungek kdg2 tu...bnci2...hahahha...wlaupn kdg2 aku dpt kwal...but tba2 leh teringt...abis2...rosak sume hapy2 aku...bia la dye dtg sndiri...klau ad..ad la...klau xe...xpe...nk wat cmne...mls lah nk pk...aarrgghhhh!!!! hahaha..bia2..focus2... stdy..netball..meeting...gud luck fad.. amin.... love urself 1st ok...bru syg org lain.. :) tc fad..

utk adik~

huk3...hati oh hati...runtun hati aku bila tgk org lain mnngis..nk aje aku kesat kan air mata si kecil tu... x sanggup melihat pnderitaan yg dialami...aku tgk depan2.. sedih tgk dye..x sangka Allah bg bdk tu dugaan sebesar ini mse kcik lgi...mse smpi umh tu aku tgk je bdk tu...sbb aku sedih.. cmpur kesian..sayu aku tgk muka dye...happy tnpa sebarang rse sedih... rupa nye adik tu, atok dye kwn ibu aku...1st time aku tgk knk2 mcm tu..b4 ni ad aku tgk kt tv je..tpi kli ni...dpn mata.. leher di tebuk lubang..bg sng kn dye bernafas... x leh ckp sbb xde dagu... nngs pn x kuar sore...cmne aku dgr dye nngs sbb mse tu cousin dye terlanggar tgn dye..aku mcm nk puk2 je cousin dye tpi nk wat cmne...dak kcik lgi...batuk pn ssah...mkn x lalu mulut...lalu salur tu... x dpt rse nikmat makanan... subahanaallah...Allah je tau perassan aku mse tu...sedih sgt tgk dye..aku tahan diri ni...kang org kte emosi plak...xpe2..aku tgk lgi...nenek dye pujuk dye mse nngs tu...knk2 cm ni mmg sensitif ckit..jiwa mudah terusik...bila nk balik...aku x lepas pndang mke adik tu...rse mcm nk peluk dye..n ckp..sbar ye dik...tpi dye bru 5 thun...x tau pe2.. lepas slm2 dgn mak adik tu nk nenek dye..msuk kete n kuar dri perkarangan umh tu...trus aku nngs dlm kete...sedeh...teringt lgu ni...aku x tau tajuk tpi aku tau lirik dye...cmni bunyi nye

SENYUM KU X SEGHAIRAH,
GERAK GAYA KU X SELINCAH,
MATAKU X SEAYU................

TIDAK KU MINTA LAHIR KE DUNIA,
TIDAK KU DUGA CACAT BEGINI,
BUKAN KU PINTA KASIH DAN MANJA,
BUKAN KU RAYU BANTU SIMPATI......

MAAF KAN WAHAI TEMAN,
KU MENUNMPANG SI SUDUT DUNIA,
MENCARI KETENANGAN........

semoga adik Akhir Iskandar Azrul Faizal tabah menghadapi hidup ini...akk mampu berdoa je... klau akk ad duet byk...akk hulur utk adik...

WORLD CUP

dmam piala dunia atau sng sbut FIFA...huhhuhu...musim ni mmg aku giler bola..aku x tau npe n byk team aku da tau..haha..n nme2 skli...sbb pe? sbb aku bosan..but seronok tgk bola ni...emosi..hohohoho..best...tgk2.. x sedar da kul 5 pagi...giler... SPAIN!!! aku skong spain... x ksah la klah ke mng..aku sokong spain...n 2nd portugal...huk3...best2...kecut perut jntung usus aku tgk bola...rse cm nk tlg sepak kan je pn ye...hahha...n penah 1 hari tu mmpi aku jdi pemain bola sepak...hahhaa...mmg x msuk akal...gile btol... spain...keep up a good play!! spain!!

DBSK

it's not your fault those hands are cold
clinging onto the wound of the past
afraid to love someone..
turning your back against
the true meaning of the story

the heart that is hugged
slowly melts like ice
to be loved by someone by anyone
its make live shine
like this

if it was me
i would make your heart onece again
warm with undying love

fate's play
even though it makes
your heart ache
when the tears end

a ray of lights
descends from the darkness
we can grasp it

we can feel
the fierce painful touch
of person's warmth

sorrow and loneliness
thats every person endures
searching for
a refuge to mend

yes, for you that place's here
don't worry don't, don't falter anymore
i will protect you

because it is a love
my love as beautiful
as it is miserable
don't be afraid
this beautiful
let you know my mind
beautiful time
you know it is ephemeral

let you know my love
to be loved by someone
by anyone
its makes life shine
like this

if it was me
i would make your heart onece again
warm with undying love

kerja di waktu cuti sem... (bosan giler)~

cuti sem ni mmg super bosan...aku pn x tau npe...bngun tdo...mkn...b4 tdo mkn...xtau la bpe kilo nk naik...hahaha..lantak la..jnji aku happy...aku g opis my lovely mummy download anime n video best2..hahha..sbb aku xde kje la nih...bosan giler kn...nk wat cmne...rutin harian...nk kuar mmber sume jauh...acc xde knderaan...smpi ari tu kuar sorg2...g shopping2..hahacm org giler dah...ari tu je.. n then skrng dok bz tgk anime...sume wat aku berada di awang2an.. ye la cte sume ye happy ending..aku ye bila tah nk happy ending...tngu la...jauh lgi nk pk bnde2 tu..huhuhuhu....credit to anime yg x wat aku bosan...huhuhuhuhu....